Songs
From "Fiesel" CDEP (Losing Blueprint 011)
autoscan

reservoir
i swim the reservoir beneath your skin i am a simple thing our symbiance
ripples of dissonance in a reflecting pool highway exit psychic transit
someone needs to cross the threshhold and then we fall from the skies
like cherry blossoms in your eyes i fly to my death like you've never
held me i should be with you

happy sweet 16, judi real

resonant frequency
stuck in a situation pounding the confrontation i'll find my own way
through abomination argument in front of me stuck in a rotation repeat
why am i here with you agglomeration experiment is part of me am i free

action destroys perfection

vicksburg
when the message came it read "wait i'll meet you there" and as i wait the
pain and the fear set in or is it the fear of pain and it's approaching
the way it's coming is undetermined one shot and i pray you get here first
one shot when everything is nothing wounded and crawling you're wounded and
crawling too if only we could reach each other we could heal time passes
without definition if only we could reach each other time left wondering
of words yet to be heard and i remember you whispering "hold my hand as i die"

From "The Ruins Of This Life" CD (Losing Blueprint 013)
better days will come
i can't stop sweating in this freezing cold room and my body aches more
than i thought possible and it makes me wish that you weren't gone from here
what did you think about leaving last time i held you believing i'd ask you
why if i could speak at all these days breathe in breathe out just don't leave
me dying i've been screaming to keep all this hidden it's finally leaving
through this hole that i've bled now i'm thinking that i'm better off dead
please be still and quiet i can't hear you thinking

a lot can happen in the middle of nowhere
we were standing in the street he said the ride home would be a good corridor
lost and stranded five days alone but i didn't know what he meant until the
middle of the morning all i've left behind everywhere i've gone you're here
in my mind i'm home stuck in nowhere you lent us your home we discovered your
life wish it was mine i wish i could just hand you the answers but i don't
even know the questions do you even know yourself?

coin return
still stalling waiting for a time that left you drowning in your own lack of
common sense you set your mouth aside and i fall hard and i fall far a man
unguarded i wake up and it's gone it's barred shut with nothing inside it's
the way you say things that stops you stop shouting i can't think straight
and it keeps me wide awake

black as midnight on a moonless night / cold hardwood floor
and your eyes just stare back at me your face like a blank canvas waiting to be
art you have that uncertain stare like children lined up for a portrait pose not
quite sure if you're where you're supposed to be and mildly confused it makes me
laugh and it makes me cry and even though it's been so long i still can't find
the time i know we're far apart i feel you in my heart you should be there

stand alone in a storm
i waited for you there standing there all night so long in the cold if i could
just be with you for one more night i could wash the taste of you from my mind
and i can't wait to see you woke me last night with crying and you suffer your
last days in pain rewrite history as you see fit saving every wasted second
counterfeit in your place you paint the walls with our blood my hand turns
into a fist a makeshift tourniquet my eyes can't just open knowing that you'll
be gone stand alone in a storm i can't see anything and the rain in my eyes
makes me lose my way home i've been locked inside all i hide i can't wait
to see you dead

crime of the century

choke
i can only repeat myself to you so many times before everything loses meaning
i don't have anything left to say that you would want to hear in one ear
out your mouth choke


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